Past Fear
'Are you scared, Becky?'
We stand in the alley, a few steps away from The Street, partly sheltered from the drizzle by a square of canvas someone has draped over ruined walls. Ahmed's voice is soft, which is appropriate in this place. The gentle compassion in his tone is not. It clashes with the violence that screams at me from every smashed and splintered building. Rain darkens the yellow stones like the memory of blood.
Are you scared, Becky? I hear the past echoed in my lover's words and my eyes fill, my hand lifting to my mouth in an old sign of contrition, while my throat works against the warm flood rising. Images flutter a
Freedom rising
The traveller walked steadily through low, swirling mists, sure of his path despite the hidden road. His grey eyes gauged the rising height of the Great Northern Range that paralleled the old trade route he strode and he allowed himself a smile of satisfaction. About him, the pre-dawn monochrome was abruptly suffused with gentle pinks and yellows as the sun rose at his back. He paused for a moment, and heard the long, low growl of the mighty Betam horns of Karaket heralding the Sun-God's triumphant return from the Wastelands. As the enharmonic thunder of the temple horns died the traveller resumed his journey, knowing that he
He'd put the forty-watt bulb in deliberately. Its dull glow filtered through layered fumes and added just the right touch of atmosphere.
Three thousand bloody words.
He swore and sucked hard on the spindly, hand-rolled cigarette. The raw, bitter kick at the back of his throat nearly made him choke and he spluttered, swallowing the reflex and the smoke and holding his breath until red lights danced in front of his eyes.
In the corner the girl cowered, limbs crunched tightly against torso, her weeping muffled.
The cigarette dropped into last night's coffee mug with a faint hiss. Grunting heavily, he reached around the desk, fumbled another
When I was younger I thought death was an end, but now I think it is a process. I see this in the conversion of mourner's black to a trite fashion statement, in wisdom replaced by progress. It is a searching in the sand for words that might save you, while stones fall and understanding departs. It is knowing that most of my grandchildren's generation will not recognise the reference to which I allude, let alone its significance.
The gas heater flickers; orange light beneath plastic coals provides a comforting illusion. No more cinders, no more black dust coating every surface. I suppose I should be grateful.
On the television a man grins in
The way we see
My name is Johnny and Harry was my brother but he shot himself the big stupid bastard. He was in one of his rages and found the bloody key. They don't believe me though so they want me to write what I remember. I don't know why they call themselves the authorities which I heard meant they was in charge cos them bloody ignorant officials say they can't find no record of Harry but they couldn't find a freakin rat in a sewer if it bit them in the arse which it wouldn't cos it's got more sense.
Well I'm not going to forget that day am I? I was at home looking after Mam who can't walk much and Maggie who had just come in after sch